|Finally, an update (really long post, too. sorry)
||[Jul. 6th, 2004|03:31 am]
Michel (Je vend mon corps)
Sorry about not updating in like a 384893284732 years, lifes been hectic. What to say, what to say? I've run out of my pills, and it REALLY sucks. I've been out of them for about 2 weeks, and I've finally realized how truly fucked up my bi-polarism (sorry, if I'm making up my own words) is, either its b/c of withdrawal from my meds, or my bi-polar condition has become really serious. Seriously, I can be have the time of my life, and then 1 minute later, I'm terribly depressed. Lovely, huh? I bet you're all saying, "Well, then go to your doctor and get your prescription refilled!", but, theres just a little problem: for the past week or so, I've been eating almost nothing, b/c of my manic stages. I promise you all its not my anorexia popping back into action again, and I have been fighting really hard against that for the past couple months, I think I'm doing great compared to earlier, so suck it. But, my psychiatrist is a freak, when she finds out about this, she'll spaz and send me back to the ED hospital, and I don't need it, I'm having very few problems with my anorexia/bulimia. So, I'm afraid to go to get my prescription refilled. yeah.
On a lighter note, a couple days ago I was watching the morning CNN news program, and they had this report on a study from some ivy league college on hair, skin, beauty products etc that can 'cause cancer b/c of certain ingredients in it...I'M GONNA FUCKING DIE!!! I use Pantene for shampoo, aquafresh for toothpaste, and neutrogena for my face wash...and guess what, THEY'RE ALL ON THE TOP 5 OF MOST DANGEROUS. shiiiit. I don't have the link to the website for all this stuff, but you can find it on CNN somewhere, too lazy, bitches.
So, yeah, lifes pretty great, except for the manic mood swings. A lot of partying, being a ho, hanging out with friends...good times. Next year for school, I think I'm going to try to start a PRISM club (gay straight alliance shindig for all you who don't know), but I'm afraid the Montini staff will have my head...so obviously, I'm gonna start one!